..nyahaha..

I can count the number of people I talked to today on one hand. I've been quiet, and I think that's what has been driving me more insane. All five in my head are hissing the most daring ideas..
The urge to self-destruct is extremely tempting. The lust for evil is insatiable. The ache for rain lingers like acid inside..
Funny how the beast crawls so sickly to the surface when you have neglected it..

..damn these hormones..

**update**

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger.

It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing.

In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation.

It also represents your drive and motivation.